Jul. 9th, 2017

thinking

Jul. 9th, 2017 03:24 am
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 at some point I would like to attempt a long fic, maybe even multichaptered. I have no idea what kind of plot, what ship, and whether I'll ever get myself to do it, but i just really want to write about two characters going through things and difficulties, and going from two total opposites to meet each other in the middle. maybe it's weird to say this but this idea of 'meeting each other in the middle' is... something I can't say I've fully understood before. fic has taught me things about relationships that I never even knew while in a relationship lol. 

in an ideal world I could probably write this for kuroyaku weekend but I won't because it's going to be a challenge to write, and because I want to slowly mull over this... I don't even have a plot anyway. it could work for daimika too, in fact. I mean, it would work for any ship, as long as I put my mind to it... 

in other news, shirabu/osamu has really been growing on me lately, as has futakuchi/osamu. (and also matsuhana. i'm sinking deeper with every day of saso lol o(-()

i would say I'd like to write for these ships, but truth is I need to go back to writing kuroyaku, I'm going to lose my touch if I put off writing them anymore orz plus kuroyaku weekend is coming and I haven't even done anything. I only have vague ideas at this point bleh

I'll just... write them later. I'm not in a hurry anyway (except I am, because once uni starts up again I'm not going to have much time anymore) 
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after 2 months and some (I started in April) I'VE FINALLY FINISHED DRAFT ONE OF TIMELESS 8.

really uncertain about a lot of things from plot to characterisation to relationship dynamics, but you have no idea how big a relief it is to finally get it off my hands (and into my beta's). funny how it started off easy and just spiraled into hell. I wrote it pretty blindly too, with only the main plot points but not the events along the way, so for a good 60% of the fic I was just winging it... which is probably how I ended up... with a fic that is 9.4k words long when I was expecting it to be 6-7k at most.

oh crap

I think I know why I suffered so much. I wrote the whole thing in full chronological order.........................? which doesn't usually happen for my long fics.

towards the end (aka the last scene, which I wrote today) I literally threw my hands up and went, yknow what, anything goes. and I found something really useful on Wikipedia! the things I've bookmarked for this fic are pretty amusing tbh. but there was something that fit incredibly smoothly into the whole story and I was super happy about that.

I'm just happy that I'm done.

except my beta is now done reading, which means editing comes soon. sob

on a side note, me @ me: why can't you spare yourself the pain and stop shipping so many rarepairs??????? this fic ended up with a strange mess of dynamics also, what's up with that 

me @ me: new phone who dis

it's not possible for me tbh, almost every single one of my fandom ships are rare............

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update [12.18am]: so I was looking through my old Kuroyaku drafts to see if there's anything I can work with, and I have this 10-paragraph fic that reads like a ritzfic. 

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