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this should probably count for an update for the post earlier, but since it's long past midnight, might as well. finished the fill at 1773 words, miyamiya - atsumu in the bedroom with a broken mirror. it's rated M and tags are deliberately omitted, so proceed with caution. 

spoilers under the cut. 
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2.22am: br5 fill number 2 - kuroyaku, yaku 500 metres above ground with a malfunctioning broomstick. 

had a lot of fun writing this tbh, though I've never written HP AU before. I don't know the lore well enough to trust myself to write a proper HP AU, but since this one was oddly specific to brooms, I asked Em for help with the universe. I didn't write at all yesterday, and I might not be able to write my Kuroyaku weekend fics today too because I've got my booklet designs to do and I'll be going out in the evening wehhh... and I want to write my saso fills first since the deadline is much tighter than Kuroyaku weekend... well, we shall see. maybe I'll end up writing in bed.

11.43pm: went to the airport in the evening today to pick my friend up cos she finally came back from summer exchange, and while on the train ride there I wrote a bit of my next saso fill ... except 'a bit' became 'a lot' and I ended up with 1040 words... on my phone... so I'm cracking my knuckles and getting down to finishing it up! 
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 another shirabu/osamu fill done! I scrapped two drafts before I got to this idea, and I'm still unhappy with the final result orz.. I feel it got really incoherent cos I'm really really tired but didn't want to let all my hard work go to waste so I had to pound out something anyway > > br4 ends in 5 hours! slightly less...

at some point I'll probably polish up the two scrapped drafts and publish them separately lol

do I have time to write a bed cuddling one....hmm

this is also the first BR where I didn't fill any kuroyaku.
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 finally got back to writing after running from responsibilities for the past three days... and wrote almost a thousand words in an attempt to fill a prompt.... except that I actually wrote two fills but neither of them seemed to fit the prompt......... i wanna scream.

this is why I really don't like working with prompts. single words are okay but quotes can get really hit-or-miss with the ideas I end up with... I mean, the more fills I write the better because even if I scrap them I can publish them on AO3 anyway... But still! It's so frustrating when I want to communicate a particular concept but can't do it the way I want to. Rahhh. 
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 BNHA was good! Binged 9 episodes today, then came home and wrote the Laviyuu fic that was eating away at me. my dgm writing journal is now in use at last! 

currently trying to fill a SASO thing but for a ship I've never written, from a team I tend to steer away from... needless to say, it's Very Challenging. but the prompt is really good and I want to give it a try! although I foresee I will be super anxious about it, as always happens when I write new characters *twiddles thumbs

update [6.01pm]: went to read the extra chapter to draw inspiration, so now I've filled matsuhanaiwaoi/seijou third years... and third year feelings... and angst... I swear this will be my last one for now... it's like I only write angst for seijou...

update [11.59pm]: well, didn't do any more productive writing for the rest of the day, which was spent mostly yelling at my aussie mutuals on twitter & also at school, but anyway I have finally shortlisted like... 4 more prompts for saso that I really want to write.

I also thought of a new idea for Kuroyaku week today when I was in the limbo between sleep and wakefulness, and after shuffling through all the ideas I've thrown out I have around 3 fics that are workable, with two more very tentative ones. I just... need to get into the mood, tbh.

the biggest challenge I've been having recently is in writing AUs (which most of my kuroyaku week ideas are.. lmao) because I have a tendency to build entire worlds and universe mechanisms before I can settle into the AU, so even though it may seem like I only include a little bit of worldbuilding in the final product, my mind is exhausted just from thinking and planning everything every time I attempt a new thing and having to make it coherent is like ... sakjdhsakhdkjhas it's kinda also why I've been steering clear of AU prompts this round though there are so many great ones T_T I just don't have the mental capacity or energy to keep building them so quickly orz

I should probably try... going with the flow and letting the AU build itself (like I did for a big part of ATA, tbh) but that makes me really nervous because I've learnt from experience that 'going with the flow' for me usually ends up with a bunch of plot/universe lapses that I can't justify afterwards... o(-( how else do you think I ended up abandoning so many multichaptered stories in the past

also, turns out I start senior year on aug 14! that's one week later than I expected, tbh. somehow it didn't occur to me to check my academic calendar...lol. I'll be going away for camp in the first week of august though, so... eh. I still have to think of Yakunoya fic ideas too for Yakunoya week, but those will be pretty short I guess.
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Writer's block has been unnecessarily cruel to me this week. I've been struggling with EVERYTHING be it saso or kuroyaku week or even a fic to honour dgm's new chapter > >;; it got so bad that on Thursday I abandoned all hope of writing and spent the day editing tumblr themes & pagesand designing my committee's event booklet, and yesterday I decided to break out my tablet again to do some manga colouring of the newest dgm chapter.

I'm currently trying to fill a saso bait but the words are coming soooo slowly...... goodness me. And the Worst Part? After brainstorming for three/four days, the only idea I have for Kuroyaku week so far came yesterday, and it came right when I was walking out to get dinner =_____= it's using a premise I was keeping for Timeless, though, so I'm kinda peeved at that.

saso bait filled! shirabu/osamu, I requested for this ship and ... shirabu ended up sounding like futakuchi.............

update [2.57am] I discovered earlier today that a song I was planning to use as muse for a Tsukihina drabble fit Dgm's Laviyuu so perfectly that I immediately put it on my URGENTLY TO WRITE list.... And when I was brushing my teeth the whole damn fic decided to headwrite itself. dkekdnsjsj muse, 真的太不像樣了! 

In other news, I just realised that I might be able to use some of my BR1 prompts as fic ideas........ I'll look at them tomorrow. 

In more other news, I'm going to Gunny's place tomorrow to watch BNHA! Hopefully getting my head out of HQ for a bit will help. 
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again... happy miyamiya day! to commemorate this day I finally posted my first miya-miya fill. I struggled a lot with ideas for this, especially since I saved a good four or five miya prompts, but in the end this one (which I wasn't intending to fill yet) ended up being the first one I filled lol.

prompted a hell lot of stuff today, a majority of which was kenhina, but haven't updated my list yet. I'll do that tomorrow.
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 ........it's only day one of br4 and i've posted 10 prompts in three hours *sweats*
time to start on fills too! i've shortlisted....... two already 

out of 21 pages
 
orz

i don't fill much because of how picky I am with the prompts I like, oops. but usually once i've shortlisted prompts, i'll definitely fill them.
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after a fully scrapped 700 draft, I spent 7 hours writing and finishing up Penny's bait. 

notes made while brainstorming include: TANABATA / MAGICAL REALISM / SPLIT UNIVERSES / GODS AU / Together they make the longest night.

I'll probably post the 700w draft at a later time as a separate thing, depending on what I decide to do with it. it was a bit too incoherent and incongruent with the prompt, but the premise, I think, is something interesting.

read it here
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happy tanabata! 

posting early to vent off some frustration, cos it seems like i've forgotten how to write futakuchi. this is very distressing because he's one of the only characters i have any confidence in writing well.

update [4.11pm]: i'm so sorry kenji

update [7.15pm]: after struggling for ... many hours I finally finished. who knew my first hanahaki would be an aofuta fic?
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lots of travelling today, which meant I had some downtime to write fic while on the bus/train. therefore, finished my last fill for BR2! I would've liked to do fills for the Matsuhana prompt I saw, but no time orz

anyway, space AU kuroyaku is now a thing: read it here. when I'm back home I'll be posting all my saso fills (and my second gen zine fic) up onto AO3. hopefully it doesn't flood my subscribers, orz
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 Finally have a few ideas for the last fill for br2, not sure if I'll have time to write it. Had another idea, but that one would be too close to a couple other fics, so I don't want to write it. Not now, at least. 

haven't written (redacted) au for this ship yet, so might be time to fix that...! Hopefully I get back to the hotel earlier tomorrow. 

... ok, I got a better idea, gonna try drafting it now. 

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managed to fill one of the things I wanted to fill: multimedia kuroyaku epistolatory fic.
very short but I didn't want it to get out of hand. now I really want to write kuroyaku moving in together lmao
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surprisingly, the newest manga chapter inspired me to write. for matsuhana nonetheless, though it's definitely in part because of my Eternal Graduation Emotions orz

typed out around 300-400 words of a ficlet on the bus home after I read the chapter, and fixed it up into a proper fic when I got home: one-way ticket. never imagined I would ever write matsuhana, but here we are anyway. I'm pretty pleased with this fic, but writing matsuhana - two characters I hardly have any grasp of - on a whim was ... an experience, lol. I felt like I was winging it all the way.

honestly I don't have much to reflect on, because I wrote pretty much all of it while in the bus, simply because of the One Panel... orz

also filled penny's bait! i fell for it hook, line and sinker, although I should have expected it after we discussed baiting each other... I went with Toraken, even though I did have an idea for the third years. I might come back to fill it eventually.

while the prompt probably called for more world-building, I ended up making it... very... fluffy. honestly, I just wanted to write Kenma shapeshifting in Tora's lap...

I've still got two more shortlisted prompts that I want to fill. hopefully I can finish them before I leave for Taiwan - I haven't decided if I want to bring my laptop with me on the trip. br2 ends in a week! not enough time, yikes.
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 updated my prompt list for saso br2. i'm tired just from thinking of prompts, lol. I'll probably make more straightforward prompt bingos tomorrow, or something. I just really wanted to get these pretty words out of my system.
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bonus round 1 & 1.5: AUs 

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bonus round 2: tic-tac-toe

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kuroyaku/miyamiyakita/kagehina | You never realize the holes a person leaves behind until you fall into them. | unfilled
no warnings
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ennonoya/aofuta/kyouhaba (+ their respective teams' second years) + miyamiya | The sun will rise and we will try again. | unfilled
no warnings
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ennonoya/toraken | i am learning to sharpen my teeth and rule kingdoms, instead. | unfilled
no warnings
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ennoshita/futakuchi/nekoma thirds | A story only matters to the extent that the people in the story change. | unfilled
no warnings
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ennonoya/kuroyaku | She supposed they were imperfections, those marks, but they didn't feel that way to her; they were a history, cut into his body: the map of a life of endless war. | unfilled
no warnings
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iwaoi/kagehina/kagetsuki | the definition of a king | unfilled
mentions of blood
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matsuhana/kuroyaku/oifuta/kenhina/yakunoya | It is easy to love people in memory; the hard thing is to love them when they are there in front of you. | unfilled
no warnings
(x)
 
noyaken/kenhina/kuroyaku/futamiya(miya) | Nobody really knows what they want in a lover. | unfilled
no warnings
(x)

kuroyaku/miyamiya/oifuta/kamafuta | I will face God and walk backwards into hell. | unfilled
no warnings
(x)

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today was a day filled with silent howling because two of my mutuals filled the prompt I threw out yesterday - and did it amazingly.

I also managed to finish my Kawafuta! I made myself very sad while writing it, but as with all post-apo stories, I had a lot of fun with the world-building. every apocalypse and dystopia is different, so I can always create new universes and different scenarios. this time I went for the option of a mellower Futakuchi; I wanted to try for a contrast between his past and his present through the eyes of Kawanishi. I hope I made it orz

edit [11.24pm]: started on Bee's Kuroyaku prompt/bait and MAN is it good fun already. I love their antagonising relationship in every universe, and this one moreso than most because Yaku's sass is already showing. It's only at the first paragraph.

edit [12.47am]: um. so I finished the Kuroyaku. the muse just took hold and ran, so I had no troubles at all. in fact, it ended up being much longer than I wanted it to be, but I'd already expected it to be this long. orz. it's 1116 words. considering that I literally started it an hour and a half ago (and got distracted halfway by doing up my masterlists), that's got to be some kind of achievement.
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 spent the last half of yesterday and today writing! even though I mentioned two posts ago that I was baited for a Kawafuta prompt, I ended up writing for a Bokuroo... time travel prompt instead. I blame it on me stumbling across the prompt right after my rant about ATA, so time travel and stuff was still fresh in my mind. 

it's my first time writing for Bokuroo tbh. I don't even ship them that much, but the prompt was too good to pass up... and it ended up being really good practice (and insecurity) in writing Bokuto (my first time writing a fic centered around him) and Kuroo-without-Yaku. although I had to grapple a lot with characterisation issues for Bokuto, I think it still turned out decent. I need to try writing shorter too, this one unexpectedly hit 1033 words without my realisation - I had to forcibly stop it from ending up with too much worldbuilding, but it snuck in anyway > >" plus for a part of the writing process, it started feeling like the fill was an AU of Timeless. lololol I have levelled up. 

I'm going to start on my Kawafuta for real... tomorrow 8D

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