five past midnight

 at some point I would like to attempt a long fic, maybe even multichaptered. I have no idea what kind of plot, what ship, and whether I'll ever get myself to do it, but i just really want to write about two characters going through things and difficulties, and going from two total opposites to meet each other in the middle. maybe it's weird to say this but this idea of 'meeting each other in the middle' is... something I can't say I've fully understood before. fic has taught me things about relationships that I never even knew while in a relationship lol. 

in an ideal world I could probably write this for kuroyaku weekend but I won't because it's going to be a challenge to write, and because I want to slowly mull over this... I don't even have a plot anyway. it could work for daimika too, in fact. I mean, it would work for any ship, as long as I put my mind to it... 

in other news, shirabu/osamu has really been growing on me lately, as has futakuchi/osamu. (and also matsuhana. i'm sinking deeper with every day of saso lol o(-()

i would say I'd like to write for these ships, but truth is I need to go back to writing kuroyaku, I'm going to lose my touch if I put off writing them anymore orz plus kuroyaku weekend is coming and I haven't even done anything. I only have vague ideas at this point bleh

I'll just... write them later. I'm not in a hurry anyway (except I am, because once uni starts up again I'm not going to have much time anymore) 

I've been amassing song muses over the course of these few months, with the recommended songs on Xiami, and the list has been getting way too extensive lol... especially for Kuroyaku, even though that's to be expected since I spend too much time thinking about them. there's a disproportionate number of Mayday songs (lmao).

I'll update this with the English song muses I have some other time, cos those are organised more haphazardly in my Chrome bookmarks and I haven't found time to sort them out.

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More to come.