tuesday | jan 2

[rielity]

 bad writing headspace. I keep feeling like words are missing or I'm overusing the same turn of phrase. and I kept getting distracted by music and mobile games. /sweats

only managed to write 600 for kryk day fic for the whole of today. it's going to be much longer than I wanted it to be, sigh. doubt I'll be able to post it by tomorrow, so I'm planning to post the next chapter of kryk weekend fic instead.

I keep feeling that I shouldn't try to squeeze this fic into this au... I think I need to get out of the Timeless mindset where I want to write a whole universe. I've been feeling really stressed trying to get everything to flow logically and searching for answers even my characters don't have.

lesson learnt: never world build when in a bad head space. it does nothing but to slow you down and worsen everything ugh.

I also suspect my style's going to shift again soon. once I start feeling dissatisfied with my writing, I change my style. consistency? never heard of her. 

>> twenty-four hours (four)

[rielity]

quick update for kuroyaku day! I missed it in my timezone, but *shrug

I actually wrote this last October but didn't post it because I wanted to write chapter 5 first. I guess it's apt that I would use kuroyaku weekend fic to update for kuroyaku day? ahahaha *bricked

premise is simple: neat vs messy. this was easy to write because I am basically yaku - my stuff is EVERYWHERE but you can ask me where anything is, and I'd tell you, even if it's like ??? in the most random of places. which is why I dislike people touching my stuff. even if you're trying to make my stuff more organised (ie. what my mum does) it just pisses me off because it isn't organised anymore according to me. I guess it's the same for a lot of people.

poor Kuroo though, lol. 

didn't write at all today because I got distracted planning for my grad trip and also had some school stuff to attend to. I'll work on it tomorrow /o\