noyabeans | wednesday

so that thought of 'write kuroyaku then bnha' kinda went out of the window yesterday because I ended up writing the bnha fic in one sitting lol. (also yes, I have a writing journal and an ao3 pseud for bnha now)

today I had some downtime while back in school helping out at the convocation ceremony, so I had time to plot some fics. I'm dropping one idea for kuroyaku week and replacing it with a canon universe one, and I haven't picked up on where I left the other fic's first scene off of. but I wrote a bit of the new canon universe fic and managed to write around 250 words after rephrasing the thoughts that I jotted down on my notebook today. I can kinda feel my kuroyaku muse coming back, it's not too much atm but I'm planning to write another bnha fic concurrently so hopefully alternating fics and fandoms will somehow work out... I have three ideas for kuroyaku week and I hope I can finish all of them, plus still thinking of ideas for yakunoya week... and on top of that, the bnha fic.

my only concern is that ... my next bnha fic is planned to be angst. don't look at me like that, the damn ship is angst personified, you can't give me all the angst potential and expect me to not write angst! and I'm banning myself from writing any angst for kuroyaku weekend, so I'm worried I might end up stuck in that weird place where my writing is half-fluffy half-angsty.

...I don't care, the bnha idea has been eating at me since I saw the artwork that inspired me. I can't just not write it.

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speaking of the bnha fic, cold's stats have just been scaring me as the day passed... it's not even been 24 hours and it's already at 60+ kudos. how do popular ship writers deal with the hit-kudo counts?! it's so stressful omg, my kudo count for this fic alone has bumped it up to rank 7th? out of all 70 fics that I have on ao3. though i guess I should add that I've received lots of sweet comments on it since I posted it. it reminds me of ffn days, almost. when people were more willing to comment and review lol