tuesday | may 9

[rielity]

this yakunoya is surprisingly difficult to write. I'm regretting making it such an emotionally heavy one - or is it because I'm projecting myself on them again? I really need to write lighter fics...

I got hit by another muse for a dateko fic, but that's in part because someone in the dtk fandom who's always super cheery seems to be in a rough patch atm so I kinda want to do something for them, in part also as thanks for everything they do for dtk fandom. the dtk fandom is one of the smallest team fandoms and they're always making A++++ content for dtk..

idk, it must get really tiring seeing your own stuff in the tag all the time. I know I get tired of seeing my own rarepair content in the tag lol > > if not for ritzfics I'd be much less motivated to write kuroyaku tbh, 'cos knowing you're not the only one creating content is so much more motivational than being the only reason that the tag updates lol - I'd like to read stuff that's, you know, not from me sometimes..... 

i realised that i keep making Yaku cry ;v
on another note, i also need to start thinking of a fic for ___.